Anxiety pangs !!

And the day arrives.
What I have been asking for
is getting realized.
But hey!
A wait so long,
and now a sudden
eruption of this feeling
so strong.
"Do you really want it?",
asks the inner self.
The kid within
has tears in the eyes.
The sudden realization
of distance dawns upon.
A voice whispers in the ears,
softly it suggests to run away.
The other self sits back and watches
as it knows
this is how everything starts,
a ritual in its own way
has it become.
But in the end,
things fall into place
and shall get comfortable
in the newer space.