Wednesday 10 January 2018

New Year and old us!!

Here's wishing you all a very Happy and healthy New Year 2018. On the very first day of the year as all of you would have,  I sent my genuine ritualistic wishes. Health found a deliberate mention in the wishes I gave.  Having gone through what can possibly be the biggest jolt in my entire life with my family last year,   I wish everyone good health. Somethings are just beyond our control.  I had never imagined an almost fatal accident could occur with my family members or me. But then,  Life is the absolute truth which can take you on a rollercoaster ride any day and then put you on a bed of roses.  My brother met with a possibly fatal accident last year but magically all help fell in place and he is on the path of recovery. I still dread sometimes an out of routine call from my parents as what news it may bring.  Well,  this is what is Life. 

Coming to why I started writing at the very first place.  I feel this year will bring change in my life.  Well,  it is I who will bring the change.  Isn't it?  Two days ago,  a thought came to my mind.  It is not at all anything unheard of.  But as it dawned upon me,  I found it so fascinating a thought.
  Somehow,  I have always been trying to find out what I would want to do in life.  And the answer to me is still not conclusive.  I earlier used to think it's only I but later on realized that many of you belong to my category.  It doesn't give me a sense of comfort though to know of fellow beings uncertain about their goals or objectives and that I am not alone because I strongly believe we are on our own individual journey. 

So,  even if my way appears a little hazy at the moment,  I became certain of one thing with that thought.  I am a creator!  I want to make things.  Be it creating or recreating stories,  poems,  singing beautiful songs, translating, cooking food, knitting. It has to do with some creation.

And then the thought went a little ahead and then I realized I am Brahma, the Creator of my universe.  Everyone is. Each one of us is the Creator. 

This year I shall create!!!

 The last time, in a very long time,  I was filled with awe,  was when I witnessed pure joy. The innocent cry  of a four years old  calling ...